Anyway, I want to thank everyone that left me a comment on my last journal. Each one gave me a smile and made me realize that I wasn't really alone. All of my watchers are such wonderful people. I love you guys!
But to those who don't know, I constantly second guess myself when it comes to creative works like writing and art. I know I'm not the best or the worst, and that the things I do are uniquely mine, but that doesn't' stop the worries and insecurities that I have about my works.
I used to draw for fun. Now I don't have fun at all when I draw. Same goes for writing. And I don't know where I lost it.
But all that aside, I have to know if the things I AM doing are worth it. Do you guys LIKE it? Do you get excited when I announce new things or post up something new? My esteem is kaput anymore, to be brutally honest with myself...and again it has to do with that certain person that I feel I must impress. But are YOU GUYS impressed with my works?
I want to list out the projects I am currently working on or never finished. Could you please tell me if any of them are worth it? Do you look forward to any of them being completed? Which would you want to see done first? I know I'm asking a lot, but I really need this. I need to get myself organized and my priorities straight. And I need help to do it.
I suppose that's all I could find right now. If there's anything anyone wants explained further, like story plots, just say so. I'll be happy to elaborate. But just tell me if anything looks interesting. Do you want to see anything up there completed? Which do you want me to work on first? Please, just let me know.
I have another question too. Does anyone honestly like my characters Endri and Kyle? Do you think they're interesting? I know I have a couple fans that like those two, but like I said...feeling really insecure about EVERYTHING. I'd like to think they're very original and unique. I mean, at the time I was creating Endri back in 2000-2001, I didn't know of anyone else who had created a son for Beetlejuice...who was an adult...that didn't like his father much...and that is almost completely opposite of much of what BJ is. If I'm not mistaken I am the first person to EVER give BJ a son! Especially an adult son. The trends I see around the internet seem to be that BJ has mostly daughters in their adolescent-teenage years. And that's just fine. All I'm saying is that I did something different right off the bat.
And lastly, I must know this. How many of you think that my OCs Endri and Kyle are, have been, or will ever be in a romantic relationship together? And I also would like to know if anyone would like to see that kind of thing from me in the future. Please be honest, because this is actually important to me.
Sorry to bother everyone again with my selfish nonsense. But I just thought I'd ask.
Thank you.