About that last journal entry (which I will not delete because then I'd lose all of those uplifting, positive comments)...I'm really sorry if I worried or upset anyone. I had had a really, really bad day, and getting yelled at SO much for SO long really tore me down. I'm trying to correct my mistakes now by working hard at cleaning house and such. But now my back is acting up bad. (I have a really bad back. Walking around doing chores and bending down or even standing at the sink doing dishes just kills me.)

Anyway, I want to thank everyone that left me a comment on my last journal. Each one gave me a smile and made me realize that I wasn't really alone. All of my watchers are such wonderful people. I love you guys!

But to those who don't know, I constantly second guess myself when it comes to creative works like writing and art. I know I'm not the best or the worst, and that the things I do are uniquely mine, but that doesn't' stop the worries and insecurities that I have about my works.

I used to draw for fun. Now I don't have fun at all when I draw. Same goes for writing. And I don't know where I lost it.

But all that aside, I have to know if the things I AM doing are worth it. Do you guys LIKE it? Do you get excited when I announce new things or post up something new? My esteem is kaput anymore, to be brutally honest with myself...and again it has to do with that certain person that I feel I must impress. But are YOU GUYS impressed with my works?

I want to list out the projects I am currently working on or never finished. Could you please tell me if any of them are worth it? Do you look forward to any of them being completed? Which would you want to see done first? I know I'm asking a lot, but I really need this. I need to get myself organized and my priorities straight. And I need help to do it.

I am rewriting my Beetlejuice Afterlife series, starting with "A New Beginning", then "Dark Shadows".

I am also working on a third story in the BJA series, which I will finally reveal the title of here: "Knights of Ragnarok".

I started a short story yesterday which is about a legendary human that came over to the Neitherworld thousands of years ago and became immortal.

I have the Beetlejuice Original Character site to work on.

There is also my BJ Fan Site to work on.

The redesign of Kyle is still not completed.

I never did finish that "Ky-chan & 'Dri Adventures" comic.

I have a picture I started of Endri and Kyle pixel art, but it's far from finished.

The "Extreme Ways" comic is not finished. The pages are drawn out, but not "fixed up" like the first two pages.

The Beetlejuice and Lydia wedding picture that I did a while back that dA deleted because it had a Mucha stained glass window in the background, remember that one? I had been planning on replacing the picture in the window with something else so I could repost it.

I started a picture for a friend of mine's story "Love After Death", but I never completed it.

I started a colored version of this picture [link] but never finished it.

I also started a story called "Ghost Hunters" that I thought was very promising, but haven't gotten around to working on it in a long time.


I suppose that's all I could find right now. If there's anything anyone wants explained further, like story plots, just say so. I'll be happy to elaborate. But just tell me if anything looks interesting. Do you want to see anything up there completed? Which do you want me to work on first? Please, just let me know.


I have another question too. Does anyone honestly like my characters Endri and Kyle? Do you think they're interesting? I know I have a couple fans that like those two, but like I said...feeling really insecure about EVERYTHING. I'd like to think they're very original and unique. I mean, at the time I was creating Endri back in 2000-2001, I didn't know of anyone else who had created a son for Beetlejuice...who was an adult...that didn't like his father much...and that is almost completely opposite of much of what BJ is. If I'm not mistaken I am the first person to EVER give BJ a son! Especially an adult son. The trends I see around the internet seem to be that BJ has mostly daughters in their adolescent-teenage years. And that's just fine. All I'm saying is that I did something different right off the bat.

And lastly, I must know this. How many of you think that my OCs Endri and Kyle are, have been, or will ever be in a romantic relationship together? And I also would like to know if anyone would like to see that kind of thing from me in the future. Please be honest, because this is actually important to me.


Sorry to bother everyone again with my selfish nonsense. But I just thought I'd ask.

Thank you.